Sooo, I was actually on time to school today. Then I lock my keys in my car. Fuckin’ great. Lol. It sucks so bad I’m not even mad. I’m just laughing. Then someone almost runs us over, and the sprinklers turn on while I’m walking. I have such bad luck.
I woke up tired as hell on this Monday morning. Then I took a hot shower, and didn’t have to rush to get ready. Today is going to be a good day for me. I hope everyone else finds a way to enjoy the Monday after thanksgiving weekend.
That’s just the way it goes. I’m in control of my own life. I won’t take any disrespect from anyone. I don’t care what form it comes in. Whether you cross me, you talk down to me, you treat me wrong, you make a fool out of me; whatever the case. I will not let anyone disrespect me. I receive what I permit. So you can keep talking, but I stopped listening a long time ago.
It’s such a crazy feeling to look at someone and want to know so much about them. It sounds kind of dumb, but that feeling when you look at each other across the room and lock eyes. Then it’s like, I have to know more about you. The suspense and curiousity kills me, but I love it.
It’s bad enough that we don’t spend thanksgiving with the entire family like we used to.
Now, the small thanksgiving that we’re confined to we don’t even eat together?What happened to tradition? You guys couldn’t wait 10 minutes for the rest of the family to get here? The point of thanksgiving is to eat together, and spend time as a family. We didn’t even say prayer together.
I swear, all my holidays since Christmas of 08 have been some bullshit. Every single one.
I understand she’s just trying to be nice, but I hate when my mom tries to put shit away and re-organize shit in my room because everything gets fucking lost! I bet that’s how I lost my damn flashdrive.
I wanted to go to the gym. I was planning on going since last week since I barely have time to just do that. However, it’s too late to go now because I don’t want to go to sleep super late due to the fact that I have to wake up extra early tomorrow to catch a ride to school with my mom because….
I got a fucking BOLT stuck in my tire. Mind you, it’s the same tire that I just had to take a screw out of a few weeks ago. Then it starts leaking air and I had to change it out with my spare and I had the HARDEST time catching the hook thing on the spare tire to get it off.
My room is messy, and I have NO idea how it got like this. Usually, I can see it happening, but this came out of nowhere. I hate having a messy room.
It’s my time of month, the first muthafuckin’ day.
It’s late and I didn’t shower!! (I thought I was going to the gym.)
It’s hot as fuck in my room, and my light makes it hotter. Yet I can’t turn it off because my room is too dark without it.
I am now locked in my room and I refuse to talk to anyone. I have such a bad fucking temper. I get so irritated and it makes me mad at everything else. It’s not so much me taking it out on other people… But I just irritate myself. And to me, irritating myself is the worst. I’d rather be irritated by someone else. Because when I irritate myself, I go back and forth with the decisions I should and shouldn’t make. KIJA;DFKJALK fuck.
It really irritates me when young girls flaunt their bodies.
No, I’m not jealous.. But it’s disgusting.
Number one: Majority of you have just become a teenager. Do your parents know that you’re taking hoochie coochie pictures? Do they know that you post them all over the internet? And for what…. Spammed dashboards? 1,000+ notes on tumblr? And even if that is the case… Tumblr notes don’t pay for your tuition.
Number two: Yes, your bodies are “nice,” I guess. But then again, you’re like 13 years old. Of course you don’t have an ounce of fat on you. Your body is nowhere near being fully matured (most of you, at least).
Number three: If in fact you matured faster than the girls in your class… That doesn’t change the fact that you’re still a child!! My goodness. Physically, your brains are nowhere near being fully developed. You don’t even have the biology to make the right decisions.
There’s many more reasons, but this shit just pushes some buttons. Maybe it’s because I know some young girls, and I actually give a rat’s ass about what they do. It’s disgusting!
If you are one of those young girls, and you’re reading this right now. Please, put some clothes on. You’re too young to gain a “bad reputation,” but that’s exactly what will happen. You may be the most innocent girl in the world, but when you post videos/pictures of yourself showing off things that your embarrassed for your mom to see when she walks in on you in the bathroom.. Not cool at all. Everyone can call you a slut, whore, etc. and they will.
A lot of you post things on your tumblr, facebook, myspace, etc. And you’ll bitch and complain, saying things like “IDGAF, THIS IS MY BLOG. I POST WHAT I WANT, WHEN I WANT.” And all that baby shit that you say because you have no logic in your argument. Well I’m telling you now, people will judge you, so don’t be mad when they do. People believe what they see. So preach all you want sister girl, because until you prove yourself… People will continue to speak exactly what they feel and see.
Please, cover up for the sake of your dignity. If you even have any at this generation.
We’re all so ever enthusiastic to explain how messed up our lives are; yet hesitant to say how grateful we for what we’ve got……take a second out of your day to analyze yourself. What makes you smile? what makes you stay up in the middle of the night? what makes you question your existence? what makes you laugh so hard until your stomach hurts? Every one is quick to study individuals around them so they can pass judgments….but no one wants to jude themselves.