Like seriously, when you have no cars in front of you for more than 100 ft. you can go a bit faster. And when I’m riding your ass, don’t try to slow down… I’ll ram your ass. Dammit. Lol. I have such bad road rage.
Infinity - Or whatever you want to call it, this is us.
Without these girls, I really have no idea what my senior year in highschool would’ve been like. I feel like God picked out a specific group of girls to stand by my side and support me and be my friends in this crazy life. I have to say, he succeeded quite well.
Everyone has their friends and the things that they love about them. This is my group.
I guess, I’m sad that we’re not as close as we were in highschool. Yes, I know, suck it up because that’s how it always is. I just wish things didn’t have to be that way. We’re all growing up and showing it. We have lives of our own, jobs, different schools, kids, etc.
Lately, it seems we’ve all been feeling like "we have no friends." I sat down, and really thought about that. I take back what I said, because I do have friends. Granted, we may not hang out the same we did in the past. We may not be as physically close, and hang out with each other day in and day out, but I’m slowly learning to accept it.
I know that no matter what happens in my life, in their lives, in our lives; that these girls will always be there for me at the drop of a dime. Sure, I may not have friends to go out with on the weekends, but that’s nothing. I’d rather have these girls to catch me when I fall, then to have anyone else taking shots with me. These are the people I run to when I’m lost. These are the people who’ve helped guide me in the right direction. These are the people who have made sure, no matter how much truth may hurt, that I do the right things at the right moments. These girls have been my eyes when I was too blind to see things for what they really were. These girls were my ears when I needed to find out juicy information about who my boyfriend was messing around with. These are the girls I run to in the middle of the night. These are the only people I can get into a huge fight with, then cry to each other an hour later because we realized that our fights are dumb and we really love each other.
These are the girls I would do anything for. Of course, once I have your back, I will always have your back. Once you are a friend of mine, I will never let you down. However, it’s more than just that with these girls. I bend over backwards for most people in my life, but for these girls.. I’d do backflips and cartwheels for.
I miss the way things used to be. But then again, I’m glad to see us all in the positions we are now. I’m glad to see all of us growing up. I may not have been with them since diaper days, but I know I can say I grew up with these girls… Because I did. I wish they understood how much I love them. They offer me more support any man could ever bring me. I think we’re all slowly losing how much we really mean to each other. Besides a select few in my family, these are the people I know I can trust with my life.
I love em for life. That will never change. No matter what happens. I will refuse to see them leave my side, and I will never let them down, or let themselves down in life. People like them.. Are just too hard to find.
Every woman has something that makes her attractive. If she's confident, let her shine. Don't be so quick to call someone cocky; because that just gives the rest of us a reason to call you judgemental, no?
It’s bothering me so much. I hate drinking. I’m not blaming alcohol, but damn. I’ve never done that before. Maybe that’s why it’s weird for me. Whatever, I guess shit happens. I try my hardest to stay on point, but I’m only human. I always let people think that things don’t get to me, when really, I over analyze everything and let it eat away at me internally. I cann’t stand when something means something to me, but someone else can’t appreciate it. I guess I just feel for things too much. Whatever. With the new year coming, I have a new start.
So, I force myself to wake up and get ready for my day. Even though I was frustrated that my hair was still wet and I had little hours of sleep thanks to COD. Beg my dad for $20 to pay for my class cause my bank hasn’t been open since I got my check. I sit in traffic, mind you there’s lots of it due to the weather. Try to apply falsies, while driving, because I didn’t have enough time to get ready. Right as I pass ward, almost at school, my instructor calls and tells me that class is cancelled. The sad part about this whole situation, is things like this happen to me all the time. I’m telling you, my luck sucks. Lol. Oh well, there’s always a bright side.