Why I stay on the computer (myspace, facebook, tumblr) and I don’t get anything. I should do my homework, it will keep me productive, and it’s not like I’m talking to anyone, or my dashboard has any activity. Regardless, I stay on the computer? Wtf. Lol.
I was up when the we got news of the earthquake and the potential tsunamis it could cause. I stayed up FOREVER. I know I live in an inundation zone (I double checked all of them at 2 o clock this morning) but it’s still scary. Some people really don’t understand. I see people saying “we go surf” or… “I want to spend my last day doing something stupid.. Hahahaha” Uhm, IT’S SCARY. I posted a facebook status about it way earlier, and everyone thinks I might be stupid, but whatever. This is scary shit! We are such tiny little islands.. If something were to happen, there’s nothing we can do about it… For us.. “Moving inland/ moving to higher grounds” Means driving only about a 20 mile radius AT MOST from the coastline. That’s really not that far if a tsunami were to hit. Idk, I seen people camping out at parks, and everything else, and it’s horrible. I keep telling my dad to find the flashlights and what not, and he tells me not to worry, but I do. Maybe I worry too much. Natural disasters, mother nature, and everything of that sort scares me… Because you NEVER know what could happen. Mother nature is the ONE THING mankind cannot control. So all we got to depend on is God.
If you take the time to really look at someone, and maybe even chat with them… There’s something about them that makes them beautiful. Whether it’s their body, their eyes, their smile, or the way they laugh. I found something in everyone I saw today.
I can’t stand when people are hypocritical (this is not to anyone in particular). I just don’t like it. Yes, I do have my moments. And sure, everyone’s going to act hypocritical in one way or another. I just can’t stand judgement being passed around like it’s hot potato. Seriously. No one is perfect. When will people ever truly understand that. I see so many people say “I know I’m not perfect… I do this, I do that, blah blah blah” But when people say it, do they only say it because it’s something they believe in? Or is it because they got judged, and they understand the feeling? I don’t understand how someone can go around, pass judgement like it’s all cool, and not take the time to look at themselves. Who are we to say things like…
That girl is dumb.
That girl is ugly.
I don’t agree with her opinion.
She’s not right.
She’s a slut.
Why is he dating her.
What the fuck is she wearing.
Why did she do that?
No one has to agree with me when I write my blogs, and I’m completely cool with it… But for me, no one should have a right to judge until they know the whole story. "Never judge a book by it’s cover" It sounds cliche, but it’s so true. I’ve experience so much of this being at Heald, it’s crazy. Until you know someone’s life story, and why they made every single decision they made in their life… You shouldn’t pass judgement, not out loud at least. Of course it’s hard to keep your mind from thinking it, but have the decency, and the fucking respect to not pass YOUR judgement on a person, to everyone else you know.
I know a lot of you are going to read this, and be like…”STFU, cause you do it too, dumb bitch.” And I really don’t care… Because then again, you don’t know me, you don’t know what triggers me to write, and you don’t know what the fuck I go through.
All you know is the words I post on these social networks… And even though majority of it is my heart and soul… No blog, no passage, no sentence, no word; could ever explain every single thing I’ve felt.
For a while now, I’ve wathced how judgemental I can be. I started to cut down the stupid jokes and rude remarks, and I was doing pretty good.
I don’t think everyone understands how much it sucks to be talked about. Some girls out there, regardless of if they’re “good” or “bad”, have a lot of friends, people who love them, and no one who ever hates on them. Personally, I don’t like when someone refers to you in an innuendo. They don’t have to say your name, but when they make a comment, it’s blatantly stated who they are talking about. I don’t understand why people do that. If you’re going to hint, and obviously talk about someone, but not say their name.. Then why do it? If you don’t understand what I’m talking about.. Here is an example (I’ll use tumblr since people will understand better)
Say a girl and her boyfriend broke up, and she follows her ex’s sister… Then the sister will post something like “You gave up something real good. Better watch your back and don’t you ever come around again”
Sure, you don’t want to assume… But it’s pretty damn obvious what is trying to be said. Idk. I’ll admit, I go off sometimes. I’m not perfect, and I definitely do it. There’s no need for the hate though, seriously. I just idk, this is kind of leading me to another blog.
So, I suggest that EVERYONE listen to 104.3 if you're up at around 9:10-9:15 A.M.
If you don't know what they do, I'll explain it...
I'm not quite sure who's on the morning show, but it's a segment called booty calls.
They make a girl call her man and she has to get him to come home for a "booty call" in 60 seconds or less. However, the catch is, the girl has to use the secret code word. The word is any stupid thing they decide.... So this morning's one was fucking hilarious... Her secret word was "American idol"
Girl:What you doing?
Boy:I stay at home.
Girl:Can you come to my job... I want your american idol.
Boy:What?! Watchu talking... Are you at your job, or on the road?
Girl:I'm at my office, just come.. I want your american idol... I only need 5 minutes.
Boy:Ahhh, babe, I watching the olympics.. You know how much I love the olympics.
Girl:...... Babe, just hurry up. I want your american idol.
Boy:Ah, okay. Right now?
GIrl:Yeah, you gonna come?
LMFAO. He really would choose to watch the olympics over a quickie with his gf.
Who you know get the wrinkles Out cha button up shirt like me (ohh, ohh) And who know clean your house after Monday night football like me Who you know gonna love you more than I do (ohh, ohh) Who you know protect you like I do Who you know stay with you Through thick & thin you were My homie, my lover You were my best friend
Now your saying that you wanna leave me After all the things we went through Just remember one thing while your leaving They don’t make em like me (cause you know)
i went to a small catholic school all my life (until 8th grade). all the kids that were hott shit back then, aren’t shit now. but all the unexpected kids did a total turn around!
I FEEL THE SAME WAY! (probably for the fact that it was the same school)… But I look at some of the girls who were considered “cool, hot, yadiyadiya” And they aren’t so hot anymore. Then, all the nerds, are like, GOREGOUS. Wtshit.