Everything I’ve ever dreamed about. All those heartfelt journal entries, emotional blogs, and dreams that seemed so far out of reach are here.
It’s like I have the entire world in my hands. There’s nothing that can bring me down. I always told myself that when the right person came along, I would just…. Know. And I do. I am undeniably sure of myself and my decisions.
God only knows how many bumps we’ve had to get to the point we’re at…. And we’ll only go through more bumps and cross, what may seem like impossible, bridges. But I know where I stand.
For once, I am living in my feeling. I’m living with my decision. I have someone worth fighting for. I have someone who deserves all of me. And I will not let this go.
It’s crazy to know that the intentions to be with you were never there in the first place. When we told everyone we were “just friends,” we really meant it. I knew it. I was living my life, and you were getting by with yours…
Then people couldn’t accept the fact that we were friends. Which I find so funny… Because if it wasn’t for everyone trying to tear us apart, we wouldn’t be where we are today.
It was everyone around us trying to separate us that only pushed us closer together. And I thank them for that.
I never would have thought I would be this girl. I was always the one to be hurt and to hurt others because I didn’t want to go through it again. I was insatiable. I was having fun. I didn’t care about another person’s feelings…. And now, all I want to do is provide for you, make you happy, be with you, and never lose you.
I wonder if people who get together feel like this? Cause I know what it’s like to be merely interested and infatuated with someone. I know what it’s like to settle for convenience. I know what it’s like to feel something and tell yourself that you’ll get by. And that you’ll make it work.
But the feelings I have now are none of that. And I absolutely won’t ever let this go.
Here’s a tip for the do-it-yourself crowd: Go to your computer’s Start menu, and either go to “run” or just search for “cmd.” Open it up, and type in “ping [website address],”
Once you have the IP for a website, all you really need to do is enter it like you would a normal URL nd hit enter/press go. Typing in “220.127.116.11” should bring you to the front page of AO3, for example, just as typing “18.104.22.168/dashboard” should bring you straight to your Tumblr dashboard. Since we’re obviously bracing for the worst case scenario which would involve you not being able to access the internet regularly, you should, save this list.
Dear Tumblr-ers, -ites, ettes, and whatever other things you may prefer,
Please reblog the crap out of this. Add to it if you feel there is stuff necessary but missing.
Try be the one they’re cheating with. Not every “home wrecker” do it just for the fuck of it. No one understands until they’re in that position. Being the “other” one is the hardest. Even if she’s been with him longer than his…
Just when I felt like giving up on us, you turned around and gave me one last touch that made everything feel better and even then my eyes got wetter.. So confused, wanna ask you if you love me, but I don’t wanna seem so weak…..
I wonder how juicy these tales would be. They would not be a good read for the promiscuity, because there is nothing of that sort here.
But I wonder what it would be like if I kept entries about the infatuations I encounter through out life.
A part of me beginning to re-think this entire thought of love. Maybe I’ve gone insane. Torturing myself with the idea that true love is meant to be shared between two people for all eternity.
In what texts, besides those of religion, is true love backed up by. Sure, it’s written in the code of human nature, but human nature simply isn’t me
When have I ever been one to follow the rules and be a replica of everyone else around me. Rules were meant for bending. Human nature and free will was meant to be pushed to the limits.
Who is to say I can’t fall in love over and over again with another person every time?
Maybe I’m talking all this nonsense because I’ve become a mistress myself. A concubine to a man who was in a happy home. Have I really become my worst enemy; a homewrecker? Or was the home just a tornado with a white picket fence around the outside.
Who knows. All I do know is that I am interested. Whether this interest holds for a week, or an eternity… My diaries will hear all the excitement and passion behind the affair.
I wrote this song because we needed to add to our playlist for the Florida gig and now that we’re back, I decided to record it. I just named it Darling because it was the first word in the song and I’m lazy and Lionel’s supposed to play guitar over it so I’ll just post the revised version whenever that happens. So this is me, and my uke and my tambourine and some really cheesy garageband distortions so it sounds old aha okay enjoy. Let me know what you think about it :) Just realized this is the first original which will be published on the internet, gasp. ALSO I am very aware that my tambourine beat is totally off, I did it in one try and I’m once again, too lazy to re-do it. Cheers.
—— Please don’t delete the information above. All our music gets lots of views but people erase the information I add to it explaining who we are and everything. Which is a bummer for musicians like Lionel and myself (ish). So I would really appreciate it if those of you who reblog, could leave my description, it would really mean a lot :) Thanks!