I’ve always been independent. I do what needs to be done. I don’t get my feelings involved. I’m up front and honest. I’m blunt till I die. I just don’t give a fuck. To me, the truth is the most important thing. Why sit around and play a guessing game all the time? Life is fucked up as it is. We can control our honesty. So why not?
A couple chat sites, like those relationship crap sites. They are making you look bad, they be pretending to be your pretty self so they can score naked pictures/cams of dudes. Its disgusting brah, I gotta look it up and will let you know which ones they were.
Omg, lol. My eye brows are the furthest thing from being nice or even. Lmao. I also, just recently, accidentally shaved one half of them off -__- so I had to screw around and draw it in for a month!! Lol. But that kind of helped me now I guess? The best thing I can say to do is, either get them done the way you want and keep them that way… Or draw in a shape that you want with a dark pencil or something.. And shape it yourself.
are you trying to be a nurses aid or a RN? is it scary giving shots and seeing blood and shit?
Eventually, an RN. I’m already a medical assistant. So I can administer shots and what not. It’s really not as bad as it seems. I’m one to cringe at the site of blood, needles, etc. but when you’re in the workforce actually doing it, it’s different.
I’ve been walking on eggshells and trying to give you as much room as possible to grieve and move on.. But it’s kind of hard if you don’t make the effort to move on.
Life is what you make of it… So if you sit there, pout, and wish for things to be a certain way that it will never be, then you’re bound to live a miserable life.
Sometimes, the best things we have in life fall apart. That’s just the way life goes. Just because that one chapter of our life wasn’t the best read and is almost over, doesn’t mean you should dwell on it. You can’t begin a new chapter in life if you continue to read the last one.
Sometimes, the best thing to do is move on.
Then again, how do you tell someone who is so truly dedicated to someone to just move on with life. How do you tell them to give up everything they’ve known for years…
Fuck. I hate that I see every angle to every situation. It’s eats away at my mind, my heart, my conscience, and my soul.
Feeling like a total asshole right now. How can I be in love with someone who left another person in the dust with nothing. I feel so bad for her. I want to just tell her that I’m sorry. I want to tell her how I honestly and truly never meant for this to happen. I’m not sure how it happened, but it did. If I could have stopped it, I would have… But I couldn’t. And I’m so sorry for that. I wish I could ask you what would make you feel better about it all. I don’t even know why. You’re no one to me. I didn’t know you, you weren’t my friend… So why do I care so much? I just really want to tell you I’m sorry. And I hope that there’s someone who’s there for you. Because I’ve been in your situation, and it’s not easy. It’s not something you can move on with without the help of anyone else…
i apologize about the nursing thing. Just took it personally because I just graduated from nursing school not long ago and to me a nursing student is someone who is actually in the program. Guess it was a big deal to me and not to others. Carry on
No no no. Completely understandable. Congratulations on graduating.
People need to calm down. It's not that big a deal. You're not saying you're a nurse or a doctor, just that you're studying to be one. People need to chill the fuck out, is it really that big of a deal?
Lol. Yeah. I mean, their point is understandable… But I don’t see why something so small needs to be pointed out. Yeah, it’s on my tumblr info… But I’m not running around like a chicken with my head cut off yelling “I’M A NURSING STUDENT! I’M A NURSING STUDENT!” Lol. It’s cool.
And to the anon about the nursing school statement.
Lol…. I didn’t know that taking the required courses for the nursing program doesn’t count as me “proclaiming” myself as a “nursing student.” Granted I haven’t taken the test and gotten into the nursing program itself, it’s a lot easier to say “nursing student,” rather than… “I have 2 more semesters of pre-req’s before I finally can enter the nursing program.”
Lol. I guess I offended someone with my wording. Sorry.
I don’t know what it’s like to be with someone. I don’t know how to function as a couple. It’s so different for me.
I’m so used to being alone. I’m comfortable with being by myself. I’m fine sleeping alone, driving myself places, paying for things on my own, etc. I’m so used to making myself happy and being the only person who’s actually there for me.
Now that I have you, things have changed so much… And they’re still changing. It’s not a bad thing. Having someone stand by my side while I go through the obstacles life throws my way everyday isn’t all that bad. It’s comforting in it’s own way. I just have so much to learn.
I’m not guarded, that’s definitely not it. I let you into my heart and I’m glad you stay there.. It’s just that this is all so new. Having someone who actually cares about my happiness. Having someone I want to be with every second of every day.
It’s like I was going through life on my own… And there’s no complaints about that at all. I was just fine the way I was, but now I have you. Now I have to learn to compromise and get through things knowing that there’s someone on my side who’s just as affected by the decisions I make in life as I am.
I don’t want to let you down. I love you, I really do. Anyone who thinks other wise or doesn’t want us to be… Just doesn’t know. Just as I am, they’re unfamiliar with it.
I’ve always been the single friend that everyone could run to when they had boy troubles of their own. I’ve always been the one who could always be there because I had no other priorities to tend to besides those of the norm. And now that’s all changing.
I’ve never, ever, felt like this about someone. It just shows me that everything I thought I knew before was nothing. All the wrong people I held on to for all the wrong reasons. This is why I don’t doubt love. I was always wondering why I was without it, but I never doubted it. Solely for reasons like ours.
The feelings I have for you are crazy real. Regardless of the rocky road and time we will have to get through, I can’t see myself being anywhere else than here with you.
This is why I don’t doubt love… And neither should anyone else. As cliche as it all sounds.. It happens with the person you least expect it with at a time that is probably the most inconvenient for you; but it’s worth it.
Love is not about the trials and tribulations you’ve been through with someone. It is about the time spent building a relationship, a family, a home. Being obliged to someone is not loving them. It is a duty. Love isn’t a duty, it isn’t a chore, it never should be. Love is something that you wake up every morning and realize that you have it. Love is about being next to someone, not in front of them guiding them through things, not behind them following them through life; but right next to each other over coming every thing that life will throw your way. When you really love someone, and they love you back… You just know. It’s something you feel with every molecule in your body. When you have that.. Never let it go.