One day, I’m going to treat my other half with more love than all your girls have showed you combined. When that day comes, I hope to just smile, and tell you “you could’ve had it all.”
It’s like I’m never good enough for you. I can’t seem to understand why, though… Out of all the girls, and yes I say girls, that you’ve been with..
I either equal them or are one step ahead of them in almost every department… The biggest thing that sets me apart from all of them, though, is that I’ve been by your side through everything. Not once have I given up on you.
I always try to look at it as me just being there for you, supporting you, and being a down ass bitch that you can always count on. However, I feel like you’ve taken me for granted. I feel like you’ve taken for granted the fact that I’m always here… I know I say it all the time, but one of these days, I’m really not going to be here anymore.
I kind of feel like that’s what I should be doing now… I think it’s time for me to seriously get you out of my life. I can’t be there for someone who can’t give me the same thing back. It’s like a repeat of being hurt over and over again with you.
And it’s even funnier because after some things happened in my past… When I even let a guy step foot in the door of having some sort of relationship with me.. I never give second chances and I cut no slack… But I give you all the slack in the world.
I think it’s time for me to leave you alone and move on. I keep saying, “stick around… one day you guys will be together and everything will work out.” I can’t keep holding on to that hope.. Because that hope is straight up bullshit. Sorry.