Absolutely hated you for how you treated me. I was nothing but good to you. I was the one who was there for you no matter what. All your idiot girlfriends, one night stands, hard times, etc. I was nothing but the best friend you could ever ask for. Nothing but a silly girl who dreamt about our friendship being something more than that. Thinking you had the potential to give me everything I ever wanted and more.

All you did was push me aside for all these other girls. And I let you. Because all I wanted was to see you happy, be there for you, and support any decision you made. Even if it hurt me.

And today, I figured I’d forgive you. I’ve been holding on to this grudge so long, but it’s done with. I finally realized that it wasn’t me who did anything wrong. Neither did you. I was just so blinded by my loyalty and dedication to you that I failed to see that it clearly would not ever work out.

We are two completely different people. Yeah, I could have been the best friend and lover to you… But what difference would it have made if you didn’t feel for me the way I felt for you?

I guess now, I realized.. The best thing I can do is forgive you and understand that I obviously wasn’t it for you. And I’m okay with that. You found someone you love, as did I.

Sometimes… The people we’re meant to be with aren’t the ones who will go the distance for us… It’s the kind of person you look at and realize that they’re the one…

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