I’ve been walking on eggshells and trying to give you as much room as possible to grieve and move on.. But it’s kind of hard if you don’t make the effort to move on.
Life is what you make of it… So if you sit there, pout, and wish for things to be a certain way that it will never be, then you’re bound to live a miserable life.
Sometimes, the best things we have in life fall apart. That’s just the way life goes. Just because that one chapter of our life wasn’t the best read and is almost over, doesn’t mean you should dwell on it. You can’t begin a new chapter in life if you continue to read the last one.
Sometimes, the best thing to do is move on.
Then again, how do you tell someone who is so truly dedicated to someone to just move on with life. How do you tell them to give up everything they’ve known for years…
Fuck. I hate that I see every angle to every situation. It’s eats away at my mind, my heart, my conscience, and my soul.
Feeling like a total asshole right now. How can I be in love with someone who left another person in the dust with nothing. I feel so bad for her. I want to just tell her that I’m sorry. I want to tell her how I honestly and truly never meant for this to happen. I’m not sure how it happened, but it did. If I could have stopped it, I would have… But I couldn’t. And I’m so sorry for that. I wish I could ask you what would make you feel better about it all. I don’t even know why. You’re no one to me. I didn’t know you, you weren’t my friend… So why do I care so much? I just really want to tell you I’m sorry. And I hope that there’s someone who’s there for you. Because I’ve been in your situation, and it’s not easy. It’s not something you can move on with without the help of anyone else…
I’m such a bad person. Whatever.